People think depression is sadness. People think depression is crying. People think depression is dressing in black. But people are wrong. Depression is the costant feeling of being numb. Being numb to emotions, being numb to lie. You wake up in the morning just to go back to bed again. Days aren’t really days; they are just annoying obstacles that’s need to be faced. And how do you face them? Through medication, through drinking, through smoking, through drugs, through cutting. When you’re depressed, you grasp onto anything that can get you through the day. That’s what depression is. Not sadness or tears, it’s the overwhelming sense of numbness and the desire for anything that can help you make it from one day to the next.
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Fear and the devil

I want to cut so bad
I’ve been clean for months
My best friend is suicidal
My parents think it’s my fault that I am always alone
I want to get away
My anchor were taken away
The one thing that I was good at I can’t do
I’m 14 and have to get surgery
My best friend has what I want
I can’t tell anyone that though
I am in constant pain

Why is the devil taunting me
He sucks
He’s just jealous that God loves me
God does love me
I am not alone

Crying won’t solve anything
I will still be hurt
But I’m stronger than that
I still want to get away
I can’t
I can’t run from my problems
I have to face them

Fear is just the devil trying to stop you from being happy